I Wish For Freedom

I wish for freedom …

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I want to run in the open fields. I wish for freedom. I want to sing like the birds sing, not caring about anything at all in this world. I wish for freedom. But what does that freedom even mean? I don't know, I never felt it at all. But I do wish for it.

I wish to live free. A room surrounded by computers. I wish for freedom. I don't know what I'll do with so many computers, so many wires, so many electronics, and so many screens though. How can I know, when I never had any experience? I will probably write a lot of software, but I don't know about that either. I'm not good at it. But I do wish to be. Daniel has it and does it, so why can't I?

I want to work at Redhat, and the linu foundation. I want to work and write code for git. For Btrfs, wayland, rust compiler, the toolchain, everything. But I don't know if I'll ever be good enough.

I want to write software that changes the world. I want to change the world for good. I want to help people. I want to earn so much money that nobody in my city will ever go hungry again. I want the freedom. I wish for it. But I don't know if I'll ever get it.

I want to read urdu poetry. Possibly even write it. But I'm not good at it. I'm so insanely slow. I wish to be faster. i wish to create themes of poetry never seen before. I don't know what I'll do with it. But I wish for freedom.

Is it really too much to ask for?