Apologise the right way!

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I know I have to fight,
I have to reach to a greater height,
I have to spread wisdom and light,
And make this world a little warm and bright.

My demons haunted me throughout my life,
I know I have to live up the hype,
I tried a lot, yet I can't stand,
On the top spot, I still can't land.

I know I owe you a lot,
For long there were demons I fought,
Within me, for long I sought,
Peace tranquility and a cleaner thought.

I will have to do what I must,
I'm not just a breeze, I'm a gust.
So please don't throw me under a bus or a lorry,
For god's sake, please forgive me, I'm sorry.