Taking Dumb Decisions
I was writing here when corfu crashed emacs again :/
I just realized that it's better to have the name of the backend that's active rn to make it a better experiece. And that's because I have no bloody clue of whatever the hell's going on atm.
Ok, so after certain tries it worked. I just need to implement the ability to clean selective backends.
Oh well, it can't be done without removing that macro mess. I'll defer it for some other day ig. Anyways, things are looking good, and I might add owo-colors to the mix just to make things prettier.
Screw this shit, I'm cleaning that mess up. It's not that hard either tbh. It'll be helpful. Definitely.
Oh well, on a tangent I finally figured out how to stop emacs from inserting tabs :)
This so far was the first dumb decision. Using tabs instead of spaces, and getting distracted as a result.
The second dumb decision was probably to come here to Japan. Like istg. I can't survive the language barrier. I just fucking can't. It's so insanely annoying. Don't get me wrong, it's a really nice place, but sometimes, it's just, things are too tiring because you just don't understand what's going on. I had to cross 3 (or more?) blocks just to fill my water bottle. The lab is centrally heated, except it isn't. It's all the GPUs and FPGAs running 24/7 that's irritating my skin with the heat to no extent.
To add on to my list of problems here, they don't have a bidet, except they do. It's also the flush (tf??). Like, who came up with such an ass design. Except it doesn't clean what it is. I hope I am personally able to dunk that guy's face in his abominate creation.
And EVERYTHING is non-veg. Every. Single. Fucking. Thing. Istg. Not that I'm not non-veg, but I really want to just eat vegetarian food sometimes. Please. It's really not that deep.
The third dumb decision. Getting attached to human beings. Humans are weird, unlike vampires. Vampires can see into each others' minds and read their true thoughts. They are honest. But humans, nah. They form mental barriers to hide their emotions and feelings from their own self. How can any vampire read their innermost thoughts when not even the king of vampires can do it. It is a sad state of affairs, very honestly speaking.
I wasn't supposed to tell you about vampires but ever since I've begun losing my powers I just don't care anymore. People leave me, one way or another. I cannot take it. I really cannot. I want what's best for them. They're young and naive. Unlike me. I can tap into the memories and experiences of vampires just by looking at them. And I have, multiple times. I just don't understand humans though. They're too fickle and out of control. I genuinely do not.
I don't know what to do right now as I type this tbh. The reason I'm typing this is because I was supposed to be busy doing work but very clearly that's not what's happening. I need to fix a lot of things with people but I need to understand what's going on in their mind. I know it's complicated, but just fucking how much??
Every single time I get attached to someone, they leave. One way or another. I don't know how much longer I'll be able to take it, but I'm certainly not liking it for sure. They die, or have fucked up boundaries, or a total lack and disregard thereof. They cry, blame you, sometimes both. I can't even.
